Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas. :)


Jinggle bell..ding ding ding.~ Christmas jor leh.. any plan to celebrate? hehe...
Well as for me, i will be having dinner party at one of my relative place tonight.
gonnna makan turkey. dunno sedap or not leh. forgot the taste d. lol..

So.....
I hereby wish all of you a merry chirstmas and a happy new year. May the essence of christmas remains always with you. and take care. hohohoho :)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

SMKTS prom night 2009.

waa..what can i say leh? the best prom? the worst prom? lol..well to me i feel kinda regreted going. feeling quite down and bored. Only the dancing part that was able raise my mood. wow i nvr dance like this..like some crazy people..nvr dance so long in my life. or shud i say i nvr dance before. But during prom i really dance like siao. hahaha...dance man..like u r in a disco hahaha...
well, on the downside, is i actually dont enjoy much.
I feel like is not worth it.
The ballroom was small and the lighting is not good.sometimes i feel like it was kinda dark.
Plus..the voting for prom queen, king and best dress are quite unfair..as i saw a person cheating by voting 5 times or more of the same person. so yeah....this prom i can't say is good nor bad.is just depends on what i saw and my mood.

Last but not least, Congratz to prom king Nicholas Leong, prom queen Celine Chung and best dressed Yujie. U guys are awesome.

PROM rating overall.. 4/10 =)

I have to think more positive.

Arh..~ i have been through alot. Alot man... Looking for a college to pursued my studies, and still have more to think of my life. Not really quite satisfied with my life right now. I still have more to learn. Have to be more mature.
Sometimes i just kinda hate myself for being so stupid and stuff. Keep saying the wrong word at the wrong time. Why do i end up like this. Life is hard when you step into adulthood, now only did I realize. Well, thats me man..sometimes i kinda jealous of you all that are enjoying your wonderful life everyday. smiling to people..laughing at jokes.. well to me is hard, i can hardly get any friends through communicate with them, perhaps i lack of humour in me.
I can't make them laugh...My jokes sucks. because of my language speaking i guess. realy regretting not taking chinese.. :( as i mostly speak chinese to my freinds. I feel so powerless. Everyday, i will always have my mind thinking, why am i born like this. I shud be proud of myself. but i still have this feeling that i will feel so lonely when no ones talk to me.
I want someone to laugh with me. talk to me. share their story with me. Share their joy with me. and most importantly I want to show my good reputation to everyone. To show a good image but sadly right now i am just that kind of person that r so blurr and dont have any good talent at doing things.
So at the moment, I will always have this fear when talking to others people. I scare they will not enjoy talking to me.
Maybe is all because i'm not good enough to be a better person. Everytime i open my mouth I speak rubbish. Being too sacarstic nor too kind also will hurt others feeling. i really dont know how am i suppose to get everyone attention. I feel so minor in a way. feel so ignored...and lonely at the same time. :(
So that is why i have to change. i know that i have to change. I can't stay like this forever.
have to be more brave and responsible when facing problem.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Comic Fiesta. =)

Me with manga artist,Keith.

Stay tuned. More to come......=)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Freedom?

SPM is finally over and I still feel about the same, don't have the hype up feel or excitement that was expected to have it after exam. Maybe partly is because I still miss my school and my friends. We gonna part ways after we graduate. We are slowly stepping forward to a new stage in life.
We are now mature and has become an adult. Have to be more rasional and take care of things yourself, can't depends on parents anymore. Gonna miss those old times. With a blink of an eye, TIME do fly with an extreme speed. Scary.+_+

On the bright side, I actually kinda glad that SPM is over, because before that, is really giving me a hell of stress and headache studying. Besides, i can get to have time to play and go out more often, but i still don't really enjoy much.
Few days ago, my dad won a Nintendo Wii through a lucky draw. I was kinda surprise that he won such an expensive console, talk about being lucky.wow. o.o. Now hope my mom buy toto can strike 1st prize. hahahaha. I myself not really a wii fan but i already kinda addicted to it. =.=!!

School prom night is getting close day by day, and I had already spent all my money on cloths and stuff day by day. Pukima!! =>= pok jor lar now. My budget become negative d. Diao lar. Actually damn true with the "money is everything" quote from Edwin. No money really can't be at ease and instead will live a hard life. Gonna get a job and earn money from working. man..damn lazy to work. because i never work before. I had also went to various places with a bunch of friends to shopping centre, mainly is to buy cloths dress for the upcoming prom. Went to 1u on the 1st day of shopping spree after SPM, and end up buy a vest. Just lepak here and there. Watched Princess and the frog. Nice movie, long time no watch disney classic cartoon ler so that's why I kinda really looking forward to watch.haha but although it was nice i slept in the cinema half-way through the movie. Not because of the movie but the cramp place that the TGV provided that make me feel so uncomfortable plus not able to focus on the movie and end up falling asleep.zz =_=
And that was also the day I finally ask beng to be my prom partner. Finally can build up the courage to ask her la. coz i really the shy-type wan mar. hahaha. I will try my best and change for the better.I promised. I really hope we will did great during prom. =]

Then the day after, went to sungai wang and Time Square. Shop till you drop dead man. =_= I really beh tahan the long hours non-stop walk. Plus i never get to go to Sungai wang cos i came late. and the early comers already went. hais. Oh well, i saw most of my friends bought alot of things, and I myself also finally buy shoes for prom. Like the shoes plus is cheap with a price of RM55 =) quite satisfied now. hahaha.
And i have a word to pheng and beng. please don't walk so fast, I really hard to catch up to you all.
beh tahan d lo. always walk so fast without telling others. suddenly disappear then suddenly appear again out of nowhere. waaa...the reason why my leg so cramp la..LOL. ~.~

Monday, October 5, 2009

Holidays

Form 5 were given 1 week of holidays due to PMR examination in school.
So, during this holidays i must work hard on my studies. =)

And good luck to all my Form 3 friends who are now taking PMR. Wish you all can pass with flying colour.