:))

Lately been having a very hectic schedule on battling the wave.

Despite that, I can still certain to think that I am capable of leisurely taking my time to procrastinate.
I am having a hard time on webpage. It just ain't my cup of tea. (Why this subject exists in the first place. hai~) 
I just don't like observing digits. (That doesn't mean my maths is bad.)
Regardless, I won't be giving up;        is not an optionnnn.~
Got to start to make an effort to really understand the material that I am learning.  Step my steps sure can success one. :)) *optimism level to the max*
I guess I will work out more too, it gives me little bit of aspiration and motivation after that.

On a side note,  today when I was in the LRT, in the midst of my nap, I was awoken by two Japanese and two Malaysian chatting and communicating with each other across me. It was actually quite a pleasant sight, as they are friendly and jokingly teaching their own language to each others.

I overheard the Malaysian taught the Japanese how to pronounce ' Mailbox ' in English.
And guess how they pronounced.....   "Mewwwbocks".
" What? Nooooo, not "mewwwww"  is "mailllllll" replied one of the Malaysian.
"Kawaii ne" . replied the other. 

and they burst out laughing together.
Haha, I was actually laughing too. Nasib they didn't noticed me. o.O

I really like observing people enjoying themselves, it actually helps spread more smiles on the surrounding.
It hinted me with the thoughts of  "People should leave no regrets and look forward with a smile." :))

Peace out.~ ._.v

Cincai post.

randomness.

• Dear god! Please present us a cooling weather. Currently the weather is like sauna. Even after raining, the bloody heat is still wandering and hanging around the air.  D:
• Finally succeeded in resolving on handing my college fees.    ole ole. ~
• Please kindly don't cut off a person's conversation if necessary. It's kinda rude. :/
• Da fuq, I slept in the LRT and my head nearly tilted and leaned over to the person beside me. ( The girl opposite revealed a dim laugh ). sai lou lui, so funny meh. -.-
• Went to clinic with a long face, to get medicine for the cough.
  To my surprise, doctor was a young lady, quite pretty too. o.O  not bad eh~ got sweet smile some more, it actually brightens up my day a bit. lol
  I guess she is married , as I saw children drawing hanging around on the wall.
• Dyed my hair with color; light brown. Turns out it wasn't what I expected, but still, I'm fine with it. 
• Procrastinate on my assignments as usual.   
• Oh, Happy Birthday to my sis. :))

Wait.....What?

Today, it was supposed to be a good start at college and guess what...

The bloody process of paying school fees for the college just killed my mood.
Why the hell the procedure and services in Malaysia doesn't make life easier for the people, instead always have to go through the troublesome route. So laid-back kind of doing things.
Although, in this case, most of the time I believed is my own carelessness lar.
Regardless, I still beh song.. the counter lady doesn't smile , it makes my mood even worst. ._.




1st attempt - Prior to today; last week, the awesome me tried to pay le school fee, ended up got rejected by telling me,

             
"  you have to photocopy TWO copies of your bill. "
* Stares at me with that serious look* 

o.O
okkayyy. *somehow feeling annoyed*

2nd attempt - Today, went there with TWO copies of  my bill, took the number , macam yes like that, waited for around 30mins, mana tau ended up got rejected the second time by telling me.

" You never change your card limit? please read the instruction "

*O.O oh crapp*

Aduiii~ , I'd totally forgotten that I got my new public bank card, so I have to change the withdrawal limit and thus I went back to the ATM and did the amending.

3rd attempt - Took the number like a lou sai and waited for about 20 mins, but this time really zha dou, I got rejected again of course and I was told AGAIN......

*Again with the moody expression of her*

" You didn't change your card limit? read the instruction over there " 
" huh? oh..Okay. "

My inner thoughts ---> (TMD. I thought I just changed eh. o.O. .play me a ??!!)

so I went back to the ATM thinking do I actually did wrong. And little did I know, kns eh, I really so stupid select the wrong choice indeed. There are both almost the same, one is Withdrawal Limit and the other one is don't know apa Daily Limit. I should be selecting the daily limit and change that one instead, not the withdrawal limit. And so realizing what an idiot I am and finally changed it this time, thinking it should be fine and all and I went back to the bursary to settle it up once and for all Biaaaaatch!!~~ You think is over right? And I was so wrong. -_-

4th attempt - Took the number confidently, thought can settle it ady.. finally finally~ Waited for about 25 mins. Went to the counter and that same lady told me

*Again, with the same noob moody face*" You didn't change your card limit? " 

 " Erm, yeah, I had already changed it  -.-"  

My inner thoughts ---> (What!!  What the fuck is this shit.)

" When did you change? "" Today, like just now? o.O "

" Oh, today cannottt, *shakes head* come again tomorrow "

*poker face* " Oh. Okay. "

* Walks away like an idiot*  


Oh by the way, I was sweating quite profusely.




Meanwhile, In the lift alone.......


FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!   o0o

Mood level as of current : Down. .. Why so hot. What's with the weather here. Please rain more. :(( 

Oh god. whyyyyyy.

The year is 2013. Been a year since I last update. Lately, been thinking of getting back to blogging.

(Browsing back old posts, really had me embarrassed the hell out of me. so childish back then. -.- ) 

Anyway, let's get down to the point,
Last week, I was on a trip to Langkawi with bunch of friends.
It was a fun excursion and all, till one night I started to consumed a large quantity of alcoholic beverage,
and BAM!! I got drunk.
It was a first timer for me, as I'd never been drunk before with alcohol, i guess I just drank too much that night.
Now that I know, when you are drunk, you can hardly speak right, your mind keep wondering around and not thinking straight completely. You feel high as fuck yet at the same time dizzy as well.
Fortunately, I have not completely lost all my senses yet. I am half controlling my own mind and the other half, god knows where it went. -_-
So in short, I was 50/50 awake with normal consciousness.
The best part will be me, laughing non-stop at almost anything. you can't control the laughter, even when you sleep.  Okay that's scary. -.-
Let's just believed that night I didn't say anything unnecessary, or embarrassing stuffs.  I'd forgotten half of it . .__.
Anyhow, it was a great night and it's no wonder people like to consumed alcohol when they are on stress or sad, now that I know it helps to escape reality for a short time, which is fine, after all, we sometimes have to enjoyed life to the fullest without any hindrance or obstacle that blocking your happiness.

Mood level as of current: Great. :)

Dota 2.

After so many attempts. I finally get my hand on a beta key. Yes , I can play DoTA2 now. Finally. :)

Back 2012. :)

I'd return after seems like a long disappearance from here. Been a long time. :)
Today I was trying to write something that will b related to my feeling, about my life I'm having right now. Probably there are no reader that will read this post, since it is already dead for almost 2 years now. Well, I will just take it as extra work essay since I'm free, so I will just rant it out. I will just take it as my personal diary, so next time when I age, I will read back what I 'd wrote, that is the feeling right now.

It was 4:14AM now. That is the time that is display in my MBP. Yes it was late now, I don't plan to sleep, lately I am having insomnia due to my design work. I am currently taking the multimedia design course. It was the year 2012, and I am already 20 years old, well not exactly, since my birthday is still in August. Time flies. :( is sad but it is the truth, sooner I will age and be long gone from this world. There is this saying, "time waits no one". It is telling us that time will be going fast, and life must go on, that time will not be waiting for you.

Right now I am in college. College life was well....mediocre i would say, sometimes I face difficulty in life, and sometimes assignments will come in with huge tiding waves that will wash you away instantly, but I will stand on my ground and face it nevertheless. I finally realize that when people grow older we have many doubts, and there will not be any more solid trust between us anymore. Is hard to find trust nowadays. Regardless I will try my utmost to have faint in my life about doing things. Because sooner or later, when I go out to work, I might face more difficult task.

Looking back at myself, the past few years when I was in Secondary school. I realize I'd change so much. Right now I really feel kinda disgusted for what I did in the past. because of many misunderstanding, I had lost friends ... an unhappy ending during my secondary school life. I didn't had good memories back then. but I will just accept the fact.

And now, when I went into college, I'd decided to let out a fresh start, realizing my mistakes in my past life and start anew. Never did I know, I actually make it; slowly, and gradually....my life goes on. improving bits by bits. I'd learn to be open up with everyone, I am happy. I didn't know that I'd come this far. If i ever had the chance to get back at my old buddy, I think I am mentally prepare to face the consequence, it might be awkward, we might end up hating each other, we might end up be friends again, who knows. regardless of the outcome, life will still goes on, I believe I am strong enough to take on life now. :)

Ahhh, I hope I will realize my dream too. My dream to travel the world, especially Japan. from my early days I'd the thought to furthur my studies in Japan, I was planning to focus on animation right there. other than that I plan to visit as many places too as I can. The world is big, it makes me curious how time and places will change my life to the better

Untill then I will try my best to succeed and work hard I mean REALLL HARD . Gambateh. >.<.
Ciao~ :]

Back.

yeah, i know ,not blogging for a few months ler...

Now i am back. here's a summary for what i've done this past few months.

-Stone at home.
-Mapling.
-Dota-ing.
I know lar, very lifeless one.....
what to do. no work + college still havent start.
Speaking of college, oh man, i cant wait for my college to start.
Been to Open Day at TarCollege. Reached there, kap tio many many leng lui..hehehe, no need scare can't find la..hahaha xD
well, I'd already applied for my course, that is Multimedia Design. Yeah, at 1st i was thinking of taking up hotel one, but then I think twice la of course, must really choose the corect path marh. . so was thinking quite some time,in the end decided to take up design wan, as i have interest in drawing and creative. =)
Really kinda excited to be studying in a new environment, hope it can meet my satisfaction la. 10th of May start lesson. still need to wait till so long. =.=
Oh well, no choice but to slowly wait la.

=D