Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Dota 2.



After so many attempts. I finally get my hand on a beta key. Yes , I can play DoTA2 now. Finally. :)

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Back 2012. :)

I'd return after seems like a long disappearance from here. Been a long time. :)
Today I was trying to write something that will b related to my feeling, about my life I'm having right now. Probably there are no reader that will read this post, since it is already dead for almost 2 years now. Well, I will just take it as extra work essay since I'm free, so I will just rant it out. I will just take it as my personal diary, so next time when I age, I will read back what I 'd wrote, that is the feeling right now.

It was 4:14AM now. That is the time that is display in my MBP. Yes it was late now, I don't plan to sleep, lately I am having insomnia due to my design work. I am currently taking the multimedia design course. It was the year 2012, and I am already 20 years old, well not exactly, since my birthday is still in August. Time flies. :( is sad but it is the truth, sooner I will age and be long gone from this world. There is this saying, "time waits no one". It is telling us that time will be going fast, and life must go on, that time will not be waiting for you.

Right now I am in college. College life was well....mediocre i would say, sometimes I face difficulty in life, and sometimes assignments will come in with huge tiding waves that will wash you away instantly, but I will stand on my ground and face it nevertheless. I finally realize that when people grow older we have many doubts, and there will not be any more solid trust between us anymore. Is hard to find trust nowadays. Regardless I will try my utmost to have faint in my life about doing things. Because sooner or later, when I go out to work, I might face more difficult task.

Looking back at myself, the past few years when I was in Secondary school. I realize I'd change so much. Right now I really feel kinda disgusted for what I did in the past. because of many misunderstanding, I had lost friends ... an unhappy ending during my secondary school life. I didn't had good memories back then. but I will just accept the fact.

And now, when I went into college, I'd decided to let out a fresh start, realizing my mistakes in my past life and start anew. Never did I know, I actually make it; slowly, and gradually....my life goes on. improving bits by bits. I'd learn to be open up with everyone, I am happy. I didn't know that I'd come this far. If i ever had the chance to get back at my old buddy, I think I am mentally prepare to face the consequence, it might be awkward, we might end up hating each other, we might end up be friends again, who knows. regardless of the outcome, life will still goes on, I believe I am strong enough to take on life now. :)

Ahhh, I hope I will realize my dream too. My dream to travel the world, especially Japan. from my early days I'd the thought to furthur my studies in Japan, I was planning to focus on animation right there. other than that I plan to visit as many places too as I can. The world is big, it makes me curious how time and places will change my life to the better

Untill then I will try my best to succeed and work hard I mean REALLL HARD . Gambateh. >.<.
Ciao~ :]